All these emotions and all this pain Which I hid deep down on my heart Has spilled out in front of my family and loved ones, And I don’t know how to make it stop. A strong, independent girl An identity I crafted for myself, Is now destroyed in a second, And it feels like something that can never be fixed.   Yet, why am I so calm?   My secret is now known to everyone. Why am I relaxed? I won't be seen the same way as earlier.   Why aren't I frightened anymore? I feel like a bird set free. Was I wrong about everything? Or did I just make things worse in my own mind?   With all the weight lifted through my chest, Now I can see clearly with my head. No longer bound by chains of fear, I step forward, embracing beauty of my own existence.